The Lady ♥

Saturday, August 28, 2010 Y

Seems like forever since the last time I blogged... In the wee small hours of the morning I shall write something.

It's amazing how one person can change you in a good way. It's a big step to listen to that person and really try to change for the better. But then knowing that you have this support system makes things easier... it makes thing hard when the support system isn't around to remind you not to be so negative and focus on the past too much. Hahaha, but still, I guess you have to remind yourself you are changing for the better.

Listening to Jazz early in the morning... quiet, calm, relaxed... I can really fall asleep while listening to Frank Sinatra singing, thinking about nothing bad and everything good. No dreams though, dreams mean your brain is still working while you're sleeping. How totally bad is that? No rest at all!

I have no idea what I'm rambling about, could be the time. This week really crawls by slowly, almost bringing me to tears with the slow pace. Slow is fine, slow is alright in Boston, that's the pace of lifestyle, not TIME! When time is slow, it's terrible... like everythng's moving in slow-mo, making u drag your feet more, dreading the up-coming time more. Sometimes I like fast time, time flies and you enjoy yourself. When you feel like time's crawling, it means you're not busy enough...

Ironic. We want our life to move on a slower pace, but we don't want a slower time! Interesting. We want time to fly but we don't want a hectic life. Awesome. It can be achieved..... as long as time don't crawl and stress isn't cramping our life.

Y The Lady @
1:43 AM