Yesterday(Sunday), i went out with 3 ppl: Jing Chun Jie, Shao Ling Jie and Jing Chun Jie's fren, Su Lan Jie. Out of the 4 of us, Im the youngest... But I could still communicate well with them, we had a time of our lives, esp me. They try to accomodate to my likings and try to fit me into their discussions... pretty kool. We had really great fun and I enjoyed myself to the fullest!

First up, I met Jing Chun Jie at Outram MRT Station de Control rm. She was also waiting for her fren. Surprisingly, me and her fren took the same train and arrived together. And then the 3 of us walked towards to the Bus Stop at CK(Dunno where, I juz follow their lead) to meet up Shao Ling Jie. Next up, we walked all the way to Maxwell Market for our very very early dinner at abt 5 plus(compared to my norm time at hm, 5 plus is considered as early). For some reason, we din coordinate in the first place, Jing Chun Jie, Shao Ling Jie and Me, the 3 of us wore different shades of Pink top. That was really Great Minds Think Alike! Shao Ling Jie and me we ordered a bowls of Century Egg and Pork Porriage, that bowl was extra big size! Jing Chun die ordered noodles while Su Lan Jie ate Hokkien Mee. YuMmY... We were like sweating as we eat and chatted, esp Su Lan Jie, who had long hair... and wore black top some more... =.=

By the time we finished our fd, we were bloated... So nt the "half-full" we were expecting to get... Then we went to Tea Chapter to visit Shao Ling Jie's ex colleagues and also that place was where we were ultimately heading for. Then we had a tour around the Tea Chapter, and her ex-colleague brewed us 2 types of tea, one was a type of Pu Er Tea, the other one was Taiwan Oolong Tea, harvested in Winter. Really great! Sedap! Those 2 kinds of tea kinda helped us digest out fd faster. I also took pic while we're at the Tea Chapter, 1st lvl. We headed for lvl2 only after we finished those tea and the tour. Shao Ling Jie had booked a room for us 4 at lvl2... KoReAn StYlE!!! There's this hole in the middle where u can put ur legs in, so after long hrs, ur legs wun get cramp or anything.

Shao Ling Jie even brought her own tea cups just to drink her own Pu-Er Tea, 20 yrs old! We also ordered 2 teas from Tea Chapter... One was a type of China Oolong(Huang Jin Gui), the other one was another type of China Oolong... I think. We also ordered the fd there once we're nt that full... cos tea can really makes u hungry. Shao Ling Jie said their Huang Jin Gui is the best, me and Jing Chun Jie tried le, both of us think it's not much of a different fro wad we had at the Tea House... We ordered lots of finger fd:Rose Glutinous Rice Balls, Pu-Er Agar Agar, Sharkfins Dumplings, Tealeaves Toufu, Fried Ice-cream, Fried Toufu-Skin Chicken, Fried Salted Fish and Tealeaves Eggs.Yummy! Total we spent $53 on everything, including the room, the tea and the food.. Divided among 4 ppl... a person was only abt $13 or so... Pretty worthwhile in my opinion. We started at around 7 plus.. ended at abt 10 plus, almost 11pm... By the time we walked to the MRT Station, it was 11pm... Yesterday was the latest I've stayed outside with my frenz...My mom was calling my hp 3 times in a row... probably just worried...

Yesterday, forsome reason... I had 3 Godmothers... =.= Dunno if it's for fun or wad... but I dun mind and dun care. It's pretty great hanging out with the 3 of them, they kept me company, I kept them company... it was great!!! Gotta try it again, but next time is with my family, then I can brew the tea for them... Yep, quite a nice idea. Jing Chun Jie took the same train with me, so she accompanied me till Raffles Place... then she headed for her hm while I transfer train and headed back to mine.

All alone and so late at night, wasn't too used to it, so I asked for Kevin's company- Told i needed some company on my way home, and he just chatted with me thru smses. Somehow with his smses accompanying me, I dun feel so unsure, and the time passed really quickly, the train stopped at Yishun the next thing I knew. Thank god I had his company, I didn't feel so lonely. Thru yesterday, I could somehow feel as if he was right there with me, thru his smses... Though he was busy, he still kept me company throughout my journey home, even though it was like near midnight when I reached home... I dunno.. I feel kinda sweet inside my heart... He kept me company in the night when I was feeling unsure and abit frightened... :) And i gave him my blog address... well, juz ask him to visit, dunno if he did or nt, but that's nt impt. Wat's impt is that I had his company yesterday night, sorta.

Yesterday was the longest day I've spent outside, and I'm all tired and drained out, but I still feel really happy cos nt only did I had so many delicious fd and got the chance to take pics of Shao Ling Jie and Jing Chun Jie, I also had someone I could rely on for company on my way home. Wad else can i say? I just feel so lucky...

Yesterday we sent my maid to the airport back to her own Country. Dun be mistaken, we're nt sending her hm cos she's bad or anything. Actually, she's great. We're giving her a break, 3 week vacation back to her home town before she comes back and work for us again...

Before we went out, we were watching "Tian Sun Ye Ye" on SCV, almost forgot to send her to the airport... :p Oops! But the show was great. Then we arrived at the airport and got served by someone which is of high rank, i think. He seemed experienced and gave us the best seat for our maid, the asile seat. Pretty gd eh?

Then we went to have lunch and blah blah blah, and then I bought Tess Gerritsen's new book, entitled VANISH! Great book, first time i see my sis pick up the bk I've bought and can't put it down. The only other time was with her own bk... e Geisha bk. At least now she's more into reading.

Then I chatted with him thru sms... and I'm relieved that he agreed to meet up when I'm ready. And somehow I felt more reassured abt "us", still remaining as frenz, and I'm ok with it. In that hour or so, somehow I felt closer to him and knew more abt him... :) Great feeling... I'm keeing this feeling inside me as long as i can.

Saturday was really great! I ate HK food.. well close enough. I twas prepared by ppl who spoke Canto.. so I assumed they're HK-er... at the food court at B2 of Northpoint. Cheap, and tasty... have to try it if u ever go to that food court! Yummy...

Today, going out with 2 of my favs from work, plus Jing Chun's sis de one fren... We're going maxwell market for dinner then go to the nearby Tea Chapter for relaxation. Gonna be a great day. I'll tell u guys more when i next update my blog. Ciao! :D *wave* *hugz*

OMIGOSH!!! That is so...... ARGH!!! If u ever drop by Esplanade, look abv ur head, look at those paper cranes that are hanging over ur head as decorations. While you're looking at it, u'll definately stop to observe how nicely they folded those cranes and how nice it is to put those cranes together as a decorations. My thoughts were such when i first saw them. And you can see some silver, gold, orange colours on those paper use to fold them. You'll wonder how clever they are to find such kind of paper to fold those cranes. Sounds nice when i said that? But YOU'RE SO WRONG!!! So DARN WRONG!

God.. I din realise it until yesterday while i was at Esplanade with my Uncle and Aunty that my aunty spotted the worse things of all. Those paper that were used to fold those cranes.. They turned out to be INCENSE PAPER!!! >:( What the hell! After she pointed out then did i realise she was right abt that. We we like talking and chatting when she looked out of the glass panels and admire those cranes... then all of the sudden she screamed in canto words: "Choi! Dai Ga Lei Si!" No wonder you can see orange, gold and silver... -.- Wat the hell... Those ppl are sick!

Srry for my language, but u just can't believe it until you see it. You gotta admit, it is kinda nice the way they decorated the place, but USING INCENSE PAPER? And nt only so, they also hung those ridiculous white cloths, 3 of them with some kind of patterns on them around the cranes... From afar, once you know that those are incense paper, it'll looked to you as if they're decorating for a FuNeRaL. That's what crossed our minds at that time.


The you know abt the Japanese symbols? Cranes in Japan are considered to give gd fortune. So when you watch tv, when someone is in hospital in a coma, you can see cranes hung all over the room. Right? But in China, Cranes symbolises Accend to the Heavens above... [Cranes are used for women, while lions are used for men... when they accend to the heavens above.]Wah Biang!!! If you use China's culture, when you see those cranes folded using incense paper and with those white cloths hanging around them, it's as if to you, that they're actually cursing you to accend to the heavens above, and literally means they're preparing for UR Funeral. Choi Man! And to think ppl still walk under those incense-paper-folded cranes... -.-lll

I'm nt forbidding them to fold the cranes or to deco Esplanade, But FOR GOD'S SAKE! Can't they use other materials? Why must it be incense paper? It's so full of bad luck and misunderstanding. Ppl of other culture might misinterprete the meaning(i din even know their meaning) and think this is a joke that is making fun of them(for those from China. Esplanade is afterall a place where tourists can b sighted), or it's something to them as if the cultures of their countries mean nth to Singaporeans. That person who came up with this SICKENING, STUPID, RETARDED IDEA ought to be sent to Exile! Obviously he/she isnt very famaliar with the cultures of other countries. So since you;re nt sure, WHY DONT U GO MAKE SURE FIRST BEFORE YOU MAKE A FOOL OUT OF URSELF??? Right?

You have to see it to believe it guys, lemme tell u. Drop by Esplanade sometime , during ur free time or during the weekends and see for urself. Sigh... Sick man...

p.s: too bad they took down the cranes... -.- So u guys can't see. But u can imagine and picture the picture in ur mind de.

Everytime I work with my Uncle at Esplanade, I get to learn something from him. Last time I learnt how to push sales, and some basics abt Kan4 Xiang4. Yesterday I also learnt something useful and kinda fun...

You know, the No.3 is very significant? It can be either gd or bad... but mostly gd. Here's the reason why. Ppl always say: San1 Ci4 Cheng2 Ding4 Ju2(3 times' the charm), San1 Dai4 Tong2 Tang2(3 Generations living under one roof), San1 Ren2 Xing2 Bi4 You3 Wo3 Shi1(Out of a group, one has to be the decision maker)... See? These are the phrases which includes the No.3 in them. And also, the No.3 comes into our lives. For example-As human beings, we look out for the 3 Things in our lives:gd career, gd family, gd shelter abv ur head. See? Another example will be: The 3 realms: Heaven, Hades, Earth. And also, durning tea brewing, we also look out for the No.3. :) We look out for 3 things while brewing tea: Skills, Water Temperature, Experience. Even during tealeaves harvesting, they also look out for the 3 Things:Gd weather, Gd environment, Gd techniques. Like i said, No.3 is VERY Significant in our lives. Nt only is the No.3 a gd sign, it also can be of a bad sign. For example:A third party in a relationship. This is something bad which involves the No.3. No u realise how No.3 can affect our lives? We're afterall living in a world filled with numbers, and it just so happens that No.3 is the significant one. :p

But nt only No.3 is significant, No.5 can also b of some significance... but No.5... it has a much more complicated relations. No.5 is actually the middle number. And we also find that No.5 also enters our lives. For example:The 5 elements. Another example would be: The 5 internal organs. And in Mandrin, we use "Jiu3 Wu3 Zhi4 Zun1" to describe the Emperor. So, No.5 is also part of our lives, but it's nt as significant as No.3 is.

PS: Something which you guys might nt know. Tealeaves, it's very gd for health, and nt only so, it's also gd for subsiding pain, itch and stop bleeding. And you can also use Green Tealeaves(already opened up tealeaves) to use as facial purposes. Cos tealeaves themselves contains tea oil, which u can find in some facial cream or something. :)

Again, went to esplanade to visit Shao Ling Jie, nt much time left... the next time I'm seeing her will b on Sunday(26th Feb), we going Maxwell Market for dinner then go to her ex-co, one place call Cha Yuan for tea. :p Looking forward to drink the tea brewed with Shao Ling Jie's skills. Then we talked and talked and then we came to the topic of where to meet... She mentioned that maybe we can meet at Outram NEL MRT Control Station... Gd idea u noe, cos whatever places she mentioned, I seemed blur abt them, and in fact, I AM BLUR!

And then we kept on talking and talking then we came to the topic of places I've been to.With Shao Ling Jie and Jing Chun Jie, I can talk endlessly with them. Seems to have alot in common. Hehe, i like that feeling. And I feel more confortable talking with ppl older than me, dunno y, dun care. Then I told her abt the March Chalet I'll be attending in Mid-March(duh -.-), and then i talked abt my frenz online... saying that staying at hm also no use, cos frenz nt online. Cos she asked y i always drop by either Taka or Esplanade during my off days? What can i say? Ever since i worked, everything in my life changed. I dun usually go out, i like to stay at hm. But after I work, I can't stand being at hm all alone, it really Sux. I nid to walk around or else I'm going B.O.N.K.E.R.S!?!?

Then we kept on talking and talking, then she asked abt my frenz online. I told her they're of all ages, ranging from Secondary to University... Then she mentioned him... I've been trying to get him outta my head but once SL Jie mentioned him, it all came back, the memories, the thoughts, how much I miss him. He's always busy at work, dun wanna disturb him, and I'm nt someone who would take the 1st step... Anyway, he came flooding back into my mind, my life, my heart... :( Sigh... Sometimes I felt as if it's all juz a one-sided feeling, yet sometimes i felt as if he's really engross into it...

Woop! Got my own MP3 Player... Man, it is amazing.. though still trying to understand how it functions. But now at least dun nid to carry the diskman around, juz slot my player in my pocket and... VIOLA! Lol... Really amazing. Its a Creativ Product, MuVo, that's the brand of the product if I'm nt wrong. Pretty gd, can change the screen frame, though the body is toally white. Prety gd.. but if the body is Black in color, it'll fit some colours nicely like Pink, Purple, Lime green, Orange, Red and such... White juz looks kinda weird when u add these colours on suddenly.

Now, currently trying to make sense of the instruction and adding my blog entry... Sigh.. BACK TO WORK! :p

Woop, When i visited Shao Ling Jie @ Esplanade TH that time, I went to this collector's shop...WOW Amazing... they got all kinds of things, posters, magnets, postcards, mini figurines... and a lot more. I spotted X-Men 3's postcards and bought them. It's in a pack, and got 16 cards in one, so 16 bucks. Then i saw the X-Men3 characters' magnets, 1 for $3... I thought for like half hour before buying them, all 17 of them. Total costed me 67 bucks!!! But to me, it's worth the cost, cos the postcards left 1 pack, excluding the sample. And the magnets left 2 complete set, excluding the sample.

I then went to pop and bought a black board, wanting to put my postcards on and laminate it up, mom suggested i get a photo album, can nt only put the X-Men stuffs, but also the other hugh jackman's pics i got and the information abt X-Men, X-Men2 and X-Men3, and the characters. And also can add my photos into the album as one... Gd idea eh?

The album costed me $17.50.. if I'm nt wrong... but very nice and very de big... :p Waste $$$, my sis said, but I think i's quite alright, as long as I dun go buy anything else... Then wun be so great. Anyway, this craze thing of mine isnt gonna end any time soon, so having an album, will help in my collection on X-Men stuffs and also My Date With A Vampire Stuffs that I'll soon be collecting and looking out fer.

Yesterday I dropped by Esplanade to visit Shao Ling Jie... Then I heard from her a terrible news... She's leaving Teahouse... :'(:'(:'(:'( The main reason i went there was to let her teach me how to brew a gd pot of Ji2 Pin3 Dong4 Ding3 Wu1 Long2, cos I can't brew out the suppose-to-have orchid scent when I was at Taka, so she offered to teach me how to. Turns out that she said I can't brew out the original scent and flavour of the tea was due to a several reasons:
1. Water Temp nt high Enough.
2. Nt enough tealeaves added.
3. I din't soak very long for a long time(I wasn't used to soaking for more than 30 secs).

Then i tried her method, and i got the scent. It was so strong that she stood at the entrance and still could smell the aroma from the table which was abt 5 ft away. I DID IT! Then while we were testing a new kind of Pu Er Tea, someone came to interview, so we kept on brewing the 2 types of Pu Er ourselves. And we chatted... then she asked me to buy the Pu Er(1 type which we tried when Uncle Jeremy came and brew for us). Tis Pu Er, though only 1 yr old, but it's worth keeping, cos it's very very very nice... Yummy... I bought it at a 40% discount. It was all worthwhile.

Sad news is that Shao Ling Jie leaving us :'( But... gd news, WH Might be joining me... YAY!!! :D

Yesterday was one day which i'd spent with my Uncle @ Esplanade Teahouse... He was interviewing some candidates for the job on "Sales/Marketing Assistant". 4 came... 3 males and 1 female. 3 males all aren't wad my Uncle is looking for. As for the female, she's over qualified! Man... trust me when I sais she's over-qualified. She holds a cert on Business Studies, a dip in Business Administration, she had worked at least in 5 companies, and mainly, doing admin stuffs. She had all sorts of certificates, ranging from Primary to O'lvls, to ITE, to Poly, to the resumes written by her ex-bosses. She also attended workshop on Microsoft Excel and Words... all those very advance kinds. -.- And we're looking for Sales/Marketing Assistant... U think she's over qualified? But she's asking for at leat a 15 hundred kind of salary...

Then my Uncle yesterday taught me something new... Having qualification is one thing, learning how to use watever u'd learnt is another. So he consulted i think other shareholders... or maybe my aunt. He's abit unwilling to pay her 1500 juz to let her learn... -.- It IS abit too much for juz learning.

Then we talked about Poly Life... I wanna enter Poly afterall... He told me that in Poly, it's very different from Sec Sch and Pri Sch Life... While studying, you must "Study with Intelligence, Not Knowledge".Those in Poly, or going poly de, Hope this phrase helps you while studying. :) He also taught me something about Kan4 Xiang4。He said this is very similar to studying and doing business. Cos everything is InTeR-LiNkEd. All these can be different at a certain standard, but afterall they're all Wan4 Bian4 Bu4 Li2 Qi2 Zhong1.

Teach u guys something... He taught me from this bk called Zha2 Fei1 Pian1。There are a total of 6-Steps:
1.Qiao1("knocking", "wishes". How to get imparch/interact with ppl. Buil up relationships btw ppl and lead them to the topic.)
2.Da3(counter-asking after answering. Da3 She2 Sui2 Gun4 Shang4.)
3.Shen3(asking them wat they want. Fire qns to find out abt what they're looking for.)
4.Qian1("play a trick", "cheating", "cornering" to get wat u want eventually.)
5.Long2(compliments)
6.Mai4("sell". Wait for the right time, the right target then KILL! Sell watever you wanna sell at the fastest time and using the most efficient way. When it's time to Sell, Do Sell. But when it's time to stop selling, do it.)

Of cos, this is nt to tell u to and "xian" the examiner. It's juz a guide while doing business or durning negociation or debate. These are skills ok? During studying, he said it's also the same... DON'T become another computer, keep on memorising and memorising... cos often wat u memorise will nt b asked during exams. The trick is to study smart. If you keep on memorising and dun know how to throw back out(Shen3), then at the time of exams, you'll simply get a JAM up there... *points to head*. Get what I'm trying to convey here? Gd if you get it. If you don't... go back up and read again... Hehe, jks jks.

Hope you guys enjoy this little thing my uncle taught me, which i inturn teach you guys who visited my blog. :) TTFN. TC Kay? :)

Yesterday was one lonely Valentine's Day. It's weird, cos I've been having lonely Valentine's day for like 17 yrs... But yesterday was the most significant one. I dun mind Val Day, but yesterday I do. Whenever I see couples walk passed, I think of him... Whenever I heard the love songs being played, I think of him... Whenever Someone wishes me Happy Valentine's Day, I think of him... No one else, but him... Wonder if he think of me as often as I think of him...

It's heartbreaking when u have someone special in ur mind, he asked u out... yet u cant spend a day with him, and esp when that day is Valentine's Day... Internal struggle... cos i was the one that rejected his date, cos nid to wrk[wad to do? :'( ...Sigh...] 1 Lonely Valentine's Day... Still thinking of him though I know cos of our diff in thinkings will create loads of probs in e future... Sigh...

Today was one tiring day... In the morning, I went to Taka in search for a present for the Principal... then I went to my sch and gave him the present, together with other presents I'd brought for a few teachers. Then I went all the way from YCK to Outram for my Eye appointment @ SGH... I reached there juz in time. By the time I ended my appointment it was 4++pm.. then i requested the doc to give me eyedrops.. she gave me 4 bottles. And told me i can get the eyedrop at any Guardian Shop. I dunno if she already knew something was going to happen or it's juz coincidence... I left the eyedrops in the shuttle bus. And i din realise it until I was @ Yishun, Northpoint. Going ALLL the way back for the eyedrops clearly wasn't an option, i was way too tired. So i remembered her telling me can get it @ any Guardian Shop, so i go buy 1 bottle cos my eyes r killing me!!! 1 small bottle, cost me abt 11BUCKS!!! Gosh...

Anyway, this is a lesson taught to me, if ur tired, keep ur eyedrops before u misplace it and nid to spend money in replacing something which u dun nid to pay with cash to get.

Sigh... Wat a day... Very de tired =.= eyes r closing as I'm typing this blog entry...Feel like sleeping, but then can't fall asleep. Then i made a terrible mistake.. I think my brain nt working... My aunt ask me if I'm working tml, and I told her yes. She said i might nid to go to Taka.. Then when I went off towards YCK, I recalled suddenly that I tmr got Thyroid appointment... -.- Biang!!! Then i knew from her that my cuz, Eddie is sick... So i intend to help out tml after my appointment.

Today i went to Causeway point with my Aunt and Uncle: Aunty Serene and Uncle Shiqun. We had a time of our lives. They wanted to celebrate with me... so they treated me first to Swensen, and then we went to the popular cos I love books and they dunno wat to give to me. Wow.. the 3 of us ate the same fd- Salmon and Mushroom Baked Rice, plus the US Dip fries, and Banana Crumble as the dessert.

Wow, lemme tell u , the Banana crumble is the best I'd ever ate, i dun usually eat Banana related fd. This is great, my only complain is that it's TOOOOO SWEET! I ran out of water while eating it. Hehe. It has a sizzling hot pan, with cut slices of banana in the pan, with banana muffin-brownie kind of pie at the bottom, with a scoop of vallina ice cream on top of the muffin-brownie. Then the ice cream was drowned in streams of butterscotch syrup. The base of the pan is filled with caramel... Yummy... Got ur appetite up? Gd. Hehe, jks jks. But if u ever go Swensen, u gotta try it. But remember, to have a cup of ice water beside you juz in case u feel it's sweet.

After the Swensen meal, Uncle Shiqun suggested we go 2nd hand bookstore and check out those books there cos more variety instead of popular. Besides teh pricing is half of wat pop has to offer. I ended up renting 2 bks, which is really great!!! And it juz cost me $24 bucks. Cheap and nice to read. Both captured my attention while i was reading the plot at the back of the bk.

And then we headed back to Northpoint GV to watch "Zodiac, the race begins". Great movie. Must support local production mah. Though the graphic isnt as gd as the overseas ones, but u cant expect too much from Singapore which has lesser experience in SD-Animated stuffs. But u ahve to go watch it, it's pretty fun watching the ancient myths... or rather the legend of Chinese history. Example, why rabbit has a short tail? Why monkey's bum is red in colour? Why the cat and the mouse became enemies? Why Rabbit and the fox became enemy? Why is the ranking of the animals in a way that it's "Rat, Ox, Tiger, Rabbit, Dragon, Snake, Horse, Goat, Monkey, Rooster, Dog and Pig"? Got ur interest up? Gd, that's the idea. :)

I had a fun time of my life. Aunty Serene and Uncle Shiqun finally gave me popular voucher as a present cos I juz bought a cd of my dream- Carrie Underwood's Some Hearts. And also the latest Charmed Book. So voucher is the best thing next. I can buy more things with it. Hehe. Great gift Aunty Serene and Uncle Shiqun. Thx alot!

I chatted with Kevin till 2am yesterday night... erm, today morning, via sms. He went to HK in Jan so din get a chance to chat with him. Now Valentine's Day coming and he replied my msg after i sent him telling him my results... We ended up sms-ing till 2am. Nv done anything like this to deprive me from my sleep. So happy, my spirits lifted more when i got his reply... :D

But sometimes things aren't the way u want them to be. We can talk alot of things, but the more we talk, the more I could see the flaws btw our relationship. Our thinkings on the same subject is totally diff. He wanted to speed things up, but I juz wanna take it slow. The discussion ended with me wanting to go to sleep cos I was really exhausted by that time. He's still doing his work till late night. Guess that's what I like abt him- Responsible. :) I dunno... we cant considered to be in a BGR... Our relationship is confusing. It sort of hanging btw Friendship and BGR. Kinda disappointed that our view r diff... bound to have something going wrong if we continue on... :'(

Got my results!!! Woop!!! So happy!!! Nv felt so happy before. Finally I heave a sigh of relief.. glad the waiting's over. Man, the suspense can kill me. Hopefully I can go to the Chalet... think can. Cos my results like this... March still hols... Go relax yi xia also gd... :)

Alright... today's the day... I'm feeling nervous. Yesterday night din sleep till it was abt twelve plus. Was tossing and turning in bed since elevel pm or so. Nv felt like tis before... stress? Maybe. Dunno. All i know is that watever happens today will affect what's gonna hapen in March. That's the Chalet. If I get good grades, I can do loads of stuffs in March w/o worrying, of cos, going to work will mean that I'm much more relaxed and can push up the sales figure.

I was brainwashing myself since yesterday night abt 10 plus... kept on chanting 'I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.' And I started off chanting today morning when I wake up, still chanting the same 4 words... *cross fingers* *pray* C'mon, juz this once let me get everything right to prove to my folks and other relatives that I can be juz as wat they had expected me to be.

Wednesday morning my aunt called and told me nt to go Esplanade to work, instead go Taka. I said I'm treating everything that happen now as a calling? I miss getting their signature on Tuesday when I saw them, so Wednesday, sort of a make-up. Yea, I was so happy when she called, but sad at the same time cos she's sick. :'( Get well soon Aunt.

So in the morning I told Wen Hui abt it and told her I'm gonna take pic with the DJs, since Wednesday it's the last day they'll be there. Then I went to find the digi cam of my dad since I know where he put. But I juz can't find it anywhere. Then i sms him, and he said he took the cam with him. I din told him beforehand I nid the cam... It was all last min. But i decided to get their signatures. AND I DID! :D:D:D:D:D I got Wu Xu Mary's Singature for me and Wen Hui(cos she wants it), then I also get Hubert and Yasmin to sign for me. Hubert gave me a pen as souvenior and Wu Xu Mary gave me a notepad as souvenior as well. So like... No picture, but got signatures, so at least it's something like a consolation prize. I'm as happy as having their pic.

Always listen to them on the radio, can't believe I can get so close to them. Can't tell u how much I love it!!! Remember I said I took everything as a calling? Yea, well, wonder if this is a calling that I could really be like them, a DJ i mean, or I could work with them closely... Or maybe a calling that I'll always to be only a listener? Who knows? Watever happens is a mystery, isn't it? Right now I'm hoping I get gd grades to let me decide which path to take.

On Tuesday(7th Feb), we had a company dinner at Fa Ji Cao Zhou Cai Guan... they serve Teochew food one. Me and Eddie(My cousin) din go, cos we part timers, so we look after the shop at Taka.

The sales that day was atrocious. From morning 9.30am till afternoon abt 3pm plus, only had one business deal worth $7. We could hardly survive. We were like can't believe it's only $7 so we were like,"How are we suppose to close the counter with $7?" But Jing Chun Sis said it's normal cos still morning, so nt many come and shop. She was right! She closed the counter at abt 6 plus, only made deals abt hundred plus. Anyway, in the evening at abt seven plus eight plus, Eddie and Me we clinched 2 hundred plus deals in that few hrs before we close the shop. So at least it's better than nothing.

And I shook hands with Hubert Tang from 'Home Stretch' from Gold 90.5 FM Radio Station. He represented Gold 90 FM to enter the Radio's 70 hrs Gag charity fund raising. And I saw Yasmin, my favourite... one of my favourite. I always send sms-es in the morning while Schooling to Gold Breakfast show to give comments, and they replied. So can imagine how happy I am to able to see them so upclose and personal. I'm treating everything now as a calling.

Getting my results... Can't help feeling helpless and weak before. My folks looked to me as if they'll accept whatever results I brought back... I hope I dun disappoint them. Worse thing is my cousin also taking his results, and my aunt dreamt that he scored the highest in class. Had no idea how stress this is for me... I dun like to being compared with, esp my cousin. Besides, watever he studies is diff from whatever I study. I mean, everyone has got their limits and talents right? Hope this time I do well, cos chances like this don't come often.