The Lady ♥

Tuesday, May 30, 2006 Y

These days I tried to keep someone out of my head as hard as I can, cos gotta stay focus on tasks at hand...Which is to study e toughest course in NP...But it's nt working :'( Still keeps thinking abt him. Esp during lectures which I'm bored, my mind would wander to his face, his smile, his emails, his words...The more I think, the more I miss him. When he's finally on MSN, I kept quiet, and he kept quiet, i would stare at his face and think of him again... Until it's time for either me or him to go, we'll juz say ''bye baby'' or ''bye babe''... :( Seems like we ran out of words to say...and e dist btw us is growing wider and wider each day.

He's been away for some time,he told me that beforehand that he'll be away...I understand he has a job to do. He understands I hav my studies to pursue. No pressure was given to either of us by either of us. It was quite fine for me to get him out of my head during the time when he was MIA, but then when I was abt to give up on tis relationship(u can imagine how long e MIA was), he reappeared and sent me msges...All the longing, all the pining, all e loving, all e missing came back in an instant. Juz when i was abt to succeed in getting rid of his face off my mind, everyday came back to me like Tsunami - Strong! Powerful! Quick! Everything came crashing back into my heart, my mind, my soul.

I was always wondering if starting tis relationship is rite in e 1st place or nt. We're pratically halfway round e globe apart, and he has is life, i have mine. He's dedicated to his work, I'm dedicated to my studies...That' something abt him which I love. But sometimes he over-dedicated and went completely MIA. I hav no clue wad he's thinking, but he always seems to know whether if I'm busy or nt, wheter I want to talk to him or do i hav something more impt on hand or nt juz by my words shown on e MSN Chat Box. As if he could sense it in him...Sigh... I had an opinion from 1 of my best pals, she advice me to drop tis relationship when neither of us is sinking in too deep. This relationship can b describe as a LOVE-HATE Relationship. I love him and Love to be with him, But I hate how this Loving process is torturing me and keeping me off-focus on my journey and studies.

Juz by thinking of him and waiting for his appearance or reply is torturous enough, but everyday I'll always secretly wish that he's on, even for a min or 2...When ur in a situation like me(2 ppl half e world apart), even a min is priceless. Sigh...I still love him, it wasnt a moment of folly in my part. I juz wish that he would express out hw he's feeling to me, and let me know t wasnt a moment of folly in his part to request to start tis relationship wif me. He's e 1st to make me have the sense of reassurance, but the things he did...it's depleting e reassurance... :'(

Y The Lady @
8:06 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006 Y

Wow! I juz caught X-Men3:The Last Stand in Cinema! First time watchinga movie late at night(7pm) during a weekday...It felt great! But i went straight hm after that, gotta keep e trust lvl high up. Here's how I really felt for this movie...One word to describe: UNBELIEVEABLE!

You guys r nt gonna believe if I say This Is The BEST Movie Ever! Nt gonna believe cos I'm a X-Men Crazy Fan, so my words r nv against it..But this time, u gotta believe. The storyline was nt wad I had expected and there were alot of twists in e story. It's incredible! When I watched it, the whole cimena, the top half of the cimena from wall to wall were all filled up! By teenagers, adults even children(parents brought them along)! Now u see the effect of X-Men! Yeah Baby! :D

The effects of the movie was amazing, the scenes connected well, they explained some details in front which will lead u go the back of the story and how the story develops. And...Some died...Nt gonna say who, U gotta watch it urself to find out. Main character in this X-Men3 is Logan/Wolverine mainly, though Storm was also one of the main characters. I juz love Hugh Jackman! This movie is one of his best! I almost cried at a couple of scenes...esp on in e front part of the show...I could feel the tears in my eyes and they were coming out! It was touching, inspiring(those words said as lines in e movie) Those lines really bring out the true meaning of the existance of this movie, X-Men3 and it's previous: X-Men, X-Men2. It's really gr8, this new director brings X-en to an end wif a gr8 twist in e storyline n I'll say, a slightly shocking ending. :) Hm...interested in e movie already? Gd if u r by now. If ur stil nt...maybe it's time for u to step into the cimena for this show.

You can see cool display powers of characters like Jean Grey's evil side(Dark Phoenix, when she was reborn from death), Pyro, Iceman, Shadowcat, Collosso, Storm and Wolverine. Oh, Storm finally flies! And new characters added in...like The Beast,Angel, Juggernaut and etc...Nt to mention e end of certain characters... Stay tune ppl! If u havent watch tis movie, it's time to do so. If u already hav, gd for u guys, & i think u guys agree on wad I'd said abt X-Men3: The Last Stand. It really is e last stand, cos I can't see another sequel coming along e way now wif some missing characters...Sad really, but this is one HOLLYWOOD-QUALITY MOVIE that is worth watching! Oh, and Hugh shows his muscles in this movie, when he battles wif Jean Grey..Oh yar! Hunk material! Hehehe... ;P

Y The Lady @
12:04 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006 Y

Cant believe it's her teaching! Gosh, I almost fell asleep during the Mass Lecture...I was doddling and paying attention...Haha, Multi-tasking. She's full of crap! Said something abt juggling btw studies and play and diff modules...Duh, that's Multi-tasking! Gosh, is she thick or wad? And really treatd us like babies...Here's her again with the "I-wun-speak-unless-all-eyes-r-on-me" kind of attitude again..and tis time she's facing the Whole of ECH!

We did this Amazing Race thingy in e Lib, and were suppose to marked our own scripts...If she trust us to mark our own scripts, she shold trust us till the end and nt ask for the scripts back to double check whether we marked and corrected our scripts or nt. And she's going for e "hand-up-scripts-which-index-number-i'd-called" kind of attitude with us... For Goodness Sake! Grow up Plz!

Too bad this Mass Lect is Impt..or else I'll surely sleep right in front of her, but for the sak of my future..can't. I wasn't paying uch attention to her, juz that whenever necessary, I'll take down ntes during the lect, I still listen, but i wasn't paying attention to wad I'm listening only... Last Lect of the day & I'm suppose to face her! And heard that she's gonna taken over my Fav Teacher's lessons soon and very soon, she's gonna take over my fav teacher's position as our class mentor...Can't depend on her man. She can take over e place as a lecturer in class, but she can NEVER replace e "Fav Teacher" position in my heart, cos she's worth nt even close to that.

And that during the lecture, she was talking, and talking and talking...but those r nt her words. She's juz MERELY reading from the powerpoint slides, word for word...only adding in a few of her owns and modifying it a little and call it her own. Juz by doing so, she thinks her position is levitated in our mindsets? BIG FAT NO! She's simply trying too hard...And to think, my fav teacher was sitting right at the back of the theatre to over-look this whole mass lecture. And for ur info, my fav teacher was pregnant.

Tis god dam teacher can't even have the heart to hand her one set of handouts of the day's lecture at the beginning of the whole session. U know wad? She is lacking IQ & EQ man! My fav teacher had to walked all the way down from the end of the lecture theatre(she was sitting right at the back, last row) juz to get a set of notes of 9pages! She expected a pregnant woman to walk all the way down juz to get a set of notes and did nt offer it at the start of the whole session. C'mon! It's common sense that if u have someone over-seeing ur lecture or class, ur 1st instinct is to hand a set of notes on watever ur gonna do today to that person, so he/she could folow thru. Right? Gosh, she lacks common sense as well! >:[

She's really gotta start building up her EQ with Students and start treating her Students like adults and nt babies anymore, cos we've stepped out of the shadow of being in Sch-Uniform. That means we've stepped out of being treated as kids.

Y The Lady @
11:32 PM

My advice to u, if ur having blocked nose, DUN CLIMBED HILLS! It was killer for me, cant breath thru the nose, and there're flem at my throat, so cant really breath thru mouth either whle climbing...Should hav stayed at hm... :P kiddin'

But seriously, I was struggling to get straight to the building on top of the hill for my lesson asap, but the faster I climbed, the harder I cant breath. But if I slow down, then I'll b tortured like mad! Cant do this...=.= cant do that...=.= At least finally made to the top! Wonder How I'm gonna go later my my afternoon mass lect, which is also a long walk up a quite steep slope...=.= OMG! Can this day get any worse?

Hope nt...cos I wanna watch X-Men3 at night, plz let me b gd by then!!!

Y The Lady @
9:13 AM

Thursday, May 25, 2006 Y

Y am I always e one falling sick in my fam? Can't solve this mystery till now. Well, my folks and my sis do get sick, but me...Happened more than them... Always e one that is sick..Realy SICK of Being SICK!>:[ Sigh...

Sneezing, blocked nose, running nose, sore throat, tired eyes, fever, cough, headache...Symptons of Flu...I had all of then cept for fever, headache and cough(Gt cough, but it's dry cough, headach nt so much...). Stayed at hm on Wed and Thurs, oh man...And it's really bored at home..Wanna go to sch honestly, at least can move around the big campus..Sure it was tiring climbing those small hills but it's better than facing 4 walls in my bedroom n roaming around btw the kitchen and bedroom...

Wed: There seemed to b some probs regarding the IT Grouping, and cant believe i still had to work when I'm sick! Finally we managed to settle for 3 in a grp and I dun feel so guilty and so bad, at least things worked out. Then I went online in search of infos on e PC stuffs, then stopped, cos I've been doing alot, and should let my frenz join in. It's Grp Wrk, nt Solo Wrk!

Lolz...Anyway, Wed, I was feeling better in e morning, still having blocked nose, running nose and tired eyes, and my throat was still sore. But then in e late afternoon things got worse! The Panadol was a GONER! By afernoon, aft I'd taken 2 Panadol(1 in e morning and 1 in e afternoon), my blocked nose was gone, but still ahving running nose, but then I started feeling cold and my throat was really painful when I swallow saliva or tried talking. Then u know, when u slp wif a blocked nose, u use ur mouth to breath? Yer, well, my throat felt really dry when I started using my mouth to breath. So even though I slept but it wasnt for a long time, I kept on waking up to drink water to ease my throat. Then finally, my mom asked me to see doc cos it's getting worse and nt better. Some more I nid to go to the CC for attachment on Thurs... She forbid me to go...I also agreed on that. I wouldn't wanna pass my sickness to those adorable children now that they're also facing the HMFD themselves.

Went to see Doc,and he confirmed I had abit of Throat Infection and it's those common cold ppl get...So he gave me 2 days M.C(Wed and Thurs)... And gave me 3 med =.=lll 2 for Throat and 1 for the Nose. Oh Man... I wouldnt have Throat Prob if my grams could juz stop bugging me! She's really on my nerves and I'm getting way beyond my tolerance lvl with her! Then, discussed abit of the IT Proj with my 2 other Grp Members(Sharon and Li Han). Brain wasn't wrking well on Wed, so I din realised i nid to add in e sources of info b4 i sent them off to Sharon(or else teacher will startblaming us for Plagarism). But then by that time ,my sis wanna sue the pc, so i logged off... Wed...Bad day!!!!!!!

Thurs: Running nose was still there, blocked nose started in e morning again and then it ceased in e late morning... Throat was still as painful as b4. Thank god I din went to the CC on Thurs, or else those children r gonna suffer like me... Since Tuesday, kept on sneezing and sneezing in school and till now(Thursday afternoon), the sneezing hasn't stopped completely. Whe the HELL izzit gonna stop??? The med the doc gave, cant say it's nt wrking,but it isnt working that well...My throat is still as painful as b4, still ahving running nose now that the blocked nsoe has disappeared, but the dry coughing is increasing, cos my throat feels reall dry and needed to cough to feel better, but there's juz no flam!!!

Morning i went to search for the webbie addy that my group has collected our data for our Proj and I also went to search for e full info on each and every item we had collected(cos I was simply BORED @ hm)..Then I sent to them via e-mail to update e 2 of them. I dun like to do things last min, so it was real gr8 that Sharon also like to speed things up and Li Han, well, she's alright wif my speed of work which makes our working together much faster and much better... Cos we agree on something. ^.^ Dun feel much diff, even after taking3 times the med..Maybe e doc had see it coming, cos he was like "If you still feel unwell after 2-3 days, do come back again"... Pro sia! But I hope i DO recover in 2-3 days time, cos tml Fri...X-MEN3: THE LAST STAND is e movie I'm gonna watch, and I'm nt going there to waste a $9.50 tix juz to keep sneezing and nt enjoying the movie in e cinema.

X-MEN3: The Last Stand is e movie of the year. If u dun watch Da Vinci Code, it's fine, but U HAVE to watch X-Men3, cos it's the last seris of X-Men...According to the director. So far besides Harry Potter, all hollywood-quality movies ended with 3 series only(Matrix, Lord of the Rings, and of cos, X-Men). Have to watch! Hehe, I'm an unofficial movie critic, but so far, the movies that I'd introduced to my family and relatives, none of them complained that the movie wasn't nice or anything, everyone enjoyed! So do keep ur eys peel for XMen3...Gotta watch it! Tis is 1 movie that must go onto ur "MUST WATCH MOVIE LIST" if u have one... Hehe! ;)

Y The Lady @
2:20 PM

Finally have time to update my blog...Cos I'M SICK! H8 Staying at hm, cant go nowhere, like a bird being locked up in a cage...

Tuesday...Boring!!! Y? Cos in e morning, we had a 3 hr straight lecture, and it's REAL lecture for CS... We were always told to sit on e floor and then alot of hands-on actvities...Maybe we're used to it or something, when we were to sit on e chairs, w/o hands-on activities juz keep listening to the teacher talk & talk and see the slideshow...I almost fell asleep...Was yawning and doing my own stuff the whole time of the lecture. Cos the teacher said notes will b put on the sch webbie and we're to download and print it out(waste printer ink again!), so realy, we dun ahve to copy anything, which is even worse! Cos if we were to write something, at least I wun fall asleep. -.-

So the whole time i was chewing the mint flavour gum my dad brought back from ShangHai, and composing lyrics fr Randy, so i can send to him together wif my letter in June, and then i also started abit on my IT Project...Cos hehe...During the IT Lesson, also wasn't paying attention(helping WenHui edit her NE Essay), so i took the time in CS Lect to go thru the ntoes the teacher gave and made some notes on how to start on e proj. I was AMAZED at how I got thru the 3 hr lecture man... Cos u know, when ur taking note of the time, time passed by E-X-T-R-A S-----L------O----W...Really amazed that I gt thru the lecture...Oh man, that 3 r was killer!

And besides the IT Notes and Randy's lyrics, I was really trying to find things to do during that 3 hrs lect. Of cos, there r some parts which I did listen(when e teacher said which part is impt and stuff), but besides that I'm in my own WonderLand dreaming away, wasting my time away. Seriously, I tot of sleeping bt then it would b too obvious, so i took out the folscap and started writing wadever that came to my head, looking at the slideshows every now and then. From e teacher's pt of view, it really seems taht I was taking notes or something. Hehe...Juz Yr 1, Wk 5 and I cant take a 3hr lect...How man?How to get pass 3yrs in NP??? LoLz

But then the "boring" factor was gone by the time we went for our Speech Trainging Basic Practical...Cos Teacher Brenda's lessons r always interesting and always hands-on! Cos it's Practical mah... We recorded our talking and reading of short phrases and short paragraphs and also e storybk that we were told to bring(If i know sch has a whole collection in e lib, i wouldnt carry e big fairy tale collection from my hse..). We had gr8 fun listening to ourselves speak and i really sound different from my usual speaking voice...If u hear me thru e headphones, I sound totally different! Haha, gr8 time at the STB Lesson! Love it and continue loving it! Oh, and we made 2 cards for Teacher Brenda cos it was her B-Day on Mon, but we din see her then, so we gave it to her on Tue during her lesson. She loved them alot! It was gr8 to see her smile when she got our gifts! ;)

Y The Lady @
1:59 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006 Y

I tot friday was like the last day of sch and the start of a weekend. But today...i tot that having able to se PC for SS was fun... God knows, we were told to use google search engine... So suay, she walked passed my table, i typed wrongly google to goggle and she was like "Can you close all irrelevant windows?" WTH!!! I juz mispelled it, must she be like so fierce? Like I owe her something! Gosh! Gt scolded for no reason and I din do it on purpose and she was like looking as if I'm a vermin or something! ARGH!!!! She really should juz R-E-L-A-X!!!!!!

And then worse still, she was my SS eacher for that day for my SS Tut... Gosh, she treated us like we were primary school kids. Cos our SS Teacher wasn't in campus, so she took over, and we had a HW dued today . While collecting, she was like "I'll count to 20, all of you must hand in your work to ur module rep". C'mon, I din have teacher breathing down my neck counting numbers while my HW is being collecting. I'm in Poly nt Pri School! And then, it was like she wun start talking unless we're all looking at her in e face and nt on our pc screen. C'Mon, wad can u expect from teenagers-going-young-adults to do when u put a pc with internet connections and msn connections in front of their face, and e keyboard is within their reach? And she wun start talking unless we're looking at her... WTH! Can't stand her!!!!!

Dunno if I shang4 bei4 zi3 offended her or wad... today she left a really sux impression in my mind...If she kept on this, and act cute(talk in a high pitch voice with funny faces) in front of us, I'm gonna faint for sure. And such things dun happen to my usual SS Teacher cos she treated us like adults, she will talk no matter if we're looking at her or nt. It nv occured to the new teacher that when she talks, we'll surely raise up our heads and open our ears, dun have to b so ke4 yi4(do it on purpose), it has a different effect on us. -.-lll She really should start seeing us as adults and nt Secondary Sch students who finished O'Lvls and juz starting Poly Life.!!! Grow Up! Gosh!!!!!! She should learn from our usual SS Teacher, why we respected our usual SS Teacher soooo much.

Y The Lady @
8:10 PM

I got my field prac for the 2nd time yon Thurday which was yesterday, it was fun! But i thinked the 1st one was even better... os we're suppoe to pick a child to observe, and i was assigned to the Playgroup instead of the Nursery, cos I really wanna observe the Nursery, cos was with them for the longest time for my 1st day at the SEmbawang CC, and the start of the 2nd day, I also went to the Nursey Grp. They were having music lessons when I arrived, so I got to see alot of gross motor skills and fine motor skills in action from the age 4... And i felt really confortable with them and in my mind I already knew who to observe... But then, I heard form my mentor that the B Class already chosen Nursery and K1... So suay, these 2 r the 2 which me and my partner wanted... She got really attached with the K1 and I got really attached with the Nursery. Awww... so sad...She got posted to the K2 and I got posted to the Playgroup. Bth of these, none of us had any erm...closure with them. Sigh... And Playgroup, while they were doing those activities where i can observed their gross motor and fine motor skills, my mentor was briefing me and my fren...Bummer eh? So... Anyway, Playgroup was pretty bored, cos it was like, after that, they read, then they had lunch, then they bathe and they go to sleep...Zzzzzzz...Their schedule was pretty boring to me. So yesterday i got all teh data for gross and fine motor skills for the Nursery and nt the Playgroup, so maybe i was abit -.-lll Hehe

But Playgroup is different from Nursery, Nursery, they will crowd around u if they needed r attention, but Playgroup, they juz crowd around u cos they're curious abt u. Cos at that time i was writing something, they juz crowded around me and started peeking and snatchng my book my tag cos they wanna have a look. Hehe, i enjoyed those attention, but they juz dun listen, cos of egocentrism which is very common in toddlers. :) Overall, I love it, my 2nd day at the CC... I got the child I wanna observe, she's from playgroup and it's like she's very active and the smartest according to my mentor...and she(mentor) said that if i wanna observe physcal dev, she'll b the best... :) Hehe! Oh Yea!

Y The Lady @
7:23 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006 Y

@ that time, I really felt like strangling and killing those bastards! Argh! Wat i hate most is people touching my hair and they actually messed up my hair!!! ARGH! Hate those bastards! @ this point of time, juz by thinking of it makes my blood boil like mad!

Yesterday, I went out with my mom, sis and grams(cos dad went overseas)...we were having loads of fun and suddenly out of nowhere some damn bastards pour something down from above and I dunno if it's I'm Suay or They Suay to meet me. Whatever crap they poured down hit on my head and at that time i was freaked out, totally! Darn those guys! We looked up and guess wad? They're Malays. I dun hav anything against Malays, but those 3 bastards...I stared at them hard and fierce(looked up and stared). Gosh, they better dun let me find out who they are or I'm so gonna bash them up like mashed potatoes. I HATE it when ppl touch my hair, even my mom or sis. But they did that and for god's sake, I dunno what the heck they poured down, it was white(according to my mom) and i touched my head and felt something sticky. EWWWW... Totally disgusting! Dam them! ARGH!

I'm nt the only 1 who got it, my grams too, but hers is only on the hand, so wasn't that serious. Argh! Come to think of it now, though it's already been a day, but stil thinking f it make my blood boils! My grams was saying, thank god it wasn't saliva. To me, nt even water is acceptable! Argh! Dam those guys, and according to the shopkeeper, it wasn't the 1st time. Trust them to even hav the guts to do it more than once. And when they poured that freaking dam thing down, we immediately looked up but saw nobody. They ran, that's human instinct. But... IF THEY HAVE THE GUTS TO POUR IT DOWN, WHY RUN AND HIDE??? FREAKING BASTARDS!!! >:[ >:[ >:[ >:[

Y The Lady @
9:02 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006 Y

AWESOME!!!!! That's the word I'm using to describe my day today at NTUC Childcare Centre @ Sembawang. Totally amazing and coolest sensation ever! I met my partner, Lina at abt 8.30am today at the Sembawang Bus Interchange and then we walked all the way to the block. On e map, it was like the palce and the interchange r like sooo far....We're bth misled by the map. It was only abt 5-7mins walk from the Interchange and we reached there at 8.35am or so... We started our day at 8.40am. And i took the K2 and the Nursery today. Tis is gonna b my longest blog ever i think! Hehe, anyway, sit back and enjoy!

K2:
1st day, nth much, juz observe and observe the surroundings and the kids in general...abt their dev and all. So i went to the other rm, and gosh, my first impression of the rm is 'spacious' and 'clean'. It juz so happened that the aunty was mopping e floor so, yea, it's clean. Hehe! ;D Then the Indian teacher who was taking the class introduced me and i was known to them as 'Ms Foo'. I'm alright with it. Out of a class of 10-20, i only remembered less than a handful in abt 1hr+...Which is already pretty gd! Haha... So i walked around the classroom like an idiot(pardon my use of words), see see here, see see there, write down abt wad i saw in the classroom. And then when something happens like got kids fighting over toys or wadsoever, they dun call the Indian Teacher, they call me. No more 'Jie Jie!' it's all 'Teacher! Teacher!'..Haha, when they call, gosh u gotta try it, u feel really important at that time.

So, of cos, my duty is also to play with them, and i did ok? I did play with them, then observed them from diff parts of the rm. They're all very very active and outspoken, well except for a couple. Well, there's bound to b some 'outstanding' ones. When asked a qns, they dun juz ans, they screamed out the ans. Probably cos the whole big classroom belongs only to the K2s, so wadever they do, they wun disturb the rest. Haha. And then they'll compete to see who held the longest for the last word of the answer. For eg. E teacher today asked, "Wad's HFM?" The kids will all like, "Hand Foot Mouth!" Then for the word 'Mouth', they'll all make it sound like 'Mooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuffffffffffffffffff'(cos they cant pronouce the 'th' properly) I could stop smiling, cos cant laugh. They're all so adorable. ^.^ I had a great time.

Then at 10+, my mentor entered the K2 Classroom and i was being introduced to her. She's so friendly, and apparently she's very popular among the K2...Cos she's their main teacher or something. Cos when she entered, all of them screamed(Duh! seems like the only thing they know how to do!) "Teacher Sheran!" That's wad i heard. But that's nt her name. Lol. The obviously the kids obey her more..haha. cos when the rm was noisy, she juz said something and everyone did wad she said and kept their mouth shut! Then cos she knew I've been with the K2 for more than an hr, so she asked me to go observe the Nursery which is at the other room bigger than the K2, cos Nursery they share with K1 and Playgroup kids. So, ok...I moved there and then, new story! Haha! U can expect diff things from diff kids, from diff age groups, I tell 'ya!^o^

Nursery:
Now...Diff story... When i walked into the Nursery Section, they were all scattered around the tables and then there's this old teacher...well, around my grams age...I'll say 50+. She saw me and introduced me as 'Xin1 Lao3 Shi1' which means New Teacher. Then she taught them Chinese Nursery Rhymes, which most of them I know! Haha, I've been taught well by my folks and my Childcare Teachers. Hehe! Score 1 for Student Teacher! :D:D:D Cos the old teacher din introduced my name or wadsoever, so to the Nursery kids, I'm known as simply 'Teacher' Haha. I'm alright with it as well. As usual, I did wad i did best - Observe. It was abit diff compared to the K2 Side... Nursery side was more... erm...wad's the word...cramped. Yep. It was also clean and neat(K2 was neater, nt that I'm bias). I saw the aunty, yet again at the Nursery Corner(told u they shared a whole big area with Playgroup and K1).

So once again, when the teacher taught them the nursery rhymes i sat down and wrote down wad I'd observed and all, and i recited softly along with them if I knew wad they're learning, while doing my own stuff and observing them. Then the teacher also played cassette tape of songs abt Mothers cos Mother's Day is round the corner. Then a also sang along with them. The old teacher heard me and saw me and told the class in Chinese, "You see? Even Teacher also know how to sing!' Haha... Those songs that they sang, all of them I've heard and learnt i when I was young. I still remembered the tunes, juz forgotten the words. Hahaha... :D:D And so, after the learning of Nursery Rhymes, they split into 2 grps(there're only 9 of them) and started to play building blocks, something like LEGO, only bigger version. The K2 on the other hand play with the smaller version of LEGO, those that can be purchased anywhere. And i found out that both Nursery and K2 kids, all like to play LEGO-Based toys. Tehy dun like those wooden blocks which already cut out in shapes for them. They like to build new things from scratch, with their creativity and imagination.

Anyway, during their playtime with the toys, I also joined in. I played with table No.1 first(the table on e left). Then when i realised I haven't played with the kids around Table No.2, I went over to them. I ended up sitting in btw 2 tables where i can play with all of them at the same time. Stupid me, Y din i think of it earlier?!?! Then I've also noticed that if 1 id made something and I'm praising that kid, others will follow. For eg. 1 kid was making a camera, and i said "Very gd." Woah! Immediately 2 boys who were building other stuffs and 1 gal started working on their own "camera". And...ya...Now then i realised the hard work of a Childcare teacher.. U gotta cater to all the nids of he children in ur class and cant juz concentrate on one. So during the playtime, all around me they were all...once again screaming "Teacher! Teacher! Teacher!" And all were like trying to steal my attention. Phew! Lucky got the teacher around.

Then I think i have the most fun with the Nursery kids, cos i spent the longest time with them, and it was really kool. During their lunch time I was also with them, catering to their needs like more chicken, more water, more rice...blah blah blah... It was fun! Haha. And I've realised something, today changed my perspective of twins. I tot twins r like 2 of a kind, wun fight..Gosh, boy was i wrong! This pair of twin in the Nursery group..how should i say it... Can't keep their hands off each other. Lol.

Overall it was fun. Lina and I stayed till 12.40pm. We were aware of the time, it's juz that by the time we really ended with wad we were doing with the kids, it was abt 12.35pm-12.40pm. So the usual duration was 3 and a 1/2 hr... for each Student teacher, but me and Lina, 1st day and we "worked" 4 hrs! *claps* Yay! :D It was a gd start. Haha, sooo looking forward to next week attachment at the CC again. I wanna take Nursery if possble, cos I felt really great and relaxed when I'm with them. With them all calling u "Teacher! Teacher!" U really do feel like a teacher!

Then after that we rushed to Sunplaza and bought Mac and ate on the bus. I think the uncle somehow knew we were rushing or something cos he din really stare at us or giv us those "face" while we ate on the bus. We gt no choice! We left an hr to get to class but we're still at Sembawang at 1pm... It was impossible to sit down and have a nice lunch before going to sch. Almost got indigestion..Haha! I was like kept on looking at my watch on the bus to sch. Juz to make sure, i also told my classmate to tell the teacher we're gonna b late if there's a nid to. Turns out, no nid. Hehe, but it nv hurt to have a little bit of back-up. We ran and walked fast fast and made to to class within the 15 mins allowance time. Phew.

And on Wed, I got tekan by the coach during S&W, badminton. He was like... hit! run and touch the net! run back! hit! run and touch the net! run back! hit! OMG! My arms and legs were sore from his "torture', cos he was like telling my partner,"Let me torture her a little"... =.= Then it wasnt so bad on Thursday morning, but after the rushing to class, by the time i reached home, by legs are sore from thigh downwards. Aww...Pain!!! X.X And my arms were sorem esp the right arm. All Thx to that teacher!!! But that torture was a gd way of making me sweat like hell. Haha.

Y The Lady @
10:14 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006 Y

EARLY in the morning I got jolted up from my beauty sleep. Nan de can sleep for a longer time cos morning no lesson(got doc app) but then who knows? Tio called up cos the screaming was unbearable man! I could feel my heart boil and my eyes were like still half-closed when i woke up to find out who the hell yelled me up from my sleep. Guess wad? My grams was the CULPRIT! For some reason, she juz couldnt bear to let me sleep for a longer time.... :X ARGH! Wad The HECK have i done wrong!?!? It was 6.30am in the morning and I'm going out at 9am. The least she coulddow as to let me sleep till 7.30am right? Oh man, at that time after i found out the reason Y the racket, i really feel like strangling her! It's the usual Maid-OldFolk kind of prob, but this time, SHE'S CROSSED THE DAM LINE!!!!

Lol, today sianz... went for doc app at SGH & stayed there for over 4 hrs, feel like rotting at SGH. The seeing part is fast, it's the queuing part that is killing my patience. When we took our Q number for the med... gosh, it was like there are still 60 over people in front me and at that time it was like past 12... -.-lll

Then I din bring charger to class today, bag to heavy le and i charged overnight mah, but in the morning used up some juz to send Mrs Lee something. Mistake no. 1. So... basically i was bringing like slightly more than 3/4 of battery life to class... Mistake no. 2. -.-lll Today too many mistakes already. Hopefully there's no more room for Mistake no.3... I mistake is far too many.

Condition under control even though i skipped quite a few times of med(esp in the morning)... So that means I'm getting better.. Which is a gd thing, i think. No decrease of the dosage, but at least there's no increase either. Hofll teh enxt tie i see her again i can decrease in the dosage.. or else, better still, STOP e dosage! Muahahaha.. Hehe :p

Gd thing about having frenz is that when you nid help, they'll help you. Thx to my fren Linda or else i wun have a chance to play with the microphone-headset during the recording thingy. Cos my bat life was like left 55 mins, so i asked for her charger, and she lended.. so i increased the time to 1 hr and 40+ mins. Hehe, during our speech traning class, we spent time talking into the microphone and hearing our own voices after we recorded whatever crap we spoke into the microphone. Still nt used to hearing the echos in ur ears when it's ur own voice... Haahahaha!!! :D:D:D Gr8 class... been likng it lke since ever! Love this place! But cos the vol of the microhone-headset is dff from the entire pc, so when it's soft for the microphone-headset(as in audible), it was way way loud for the normal pop-up windows sound... So my ears r pretty painful! Gosh!!! :p

Y The Lady @
2:56 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006 Y

Haha,wow! 2nd time updating blog in NP Sch campus. Yeserday was e 1st time(did some editing after i reached hm). Gr8 sensation, bad thing is can't play games like yaho Pool or Habbo Hotel... -.-lll Anyway, check out my title. Lol. Partially deaf cos of the construction work happening in this particular level and block where I'm having my lessons. Thank god the rooms are all sound-proof so we can't hear anything outside, only the inside. Cos if we were to hear the construction going on for a whole hr, we'll nt be only partialy deaf but TOTALLY DEAF!!! Haha :D No joke. No idea y teh heck they wanna have the construction wrk done today and nt during the wkends. When we stepped out of the rm.. gosh! Esp at the Life area(cos that's where the constrction work is going on), my ears are ringing as the drillers drill the wadsoever thingy they were working on. My ears are still ringing when i stepped into the elevator... and for that particular moment, I WAS partially deaf. Now.. I've answered ur curiosity for the 1st part of the title.

B4 we go into the 2nd part of it, we had an amazing time at Field Practicum(FP) Tutorial, they teacher was telling us how we shuold conduct ourselves and all at the childcare centres, and so lucky, i got the centre that is in Sembawang! Sooooo near my hse.. Of cos, nid to find the exact place lah... We kept on laughing and laughing at the stores that our teacher tells us when we go into the childcare.. like what we're gonna encounter and wad we're gonna do and such. Pretty funny til we overshot the time. Thank god once again, we made it at exactly 1.15pm for our make up lecture at another venue which was abt 10 mins walk from our FP Tut block. So.. basically we weren't late. :) Muahahaha!!!!

The lecture was suppose to end at 3. but we were all sooo gd at taking down note that we were let off at abt 2.20-2.25pm by the teacher, cos she ran out of slides to let us take down the notes, and then we got this whole 1 hr plus of break b4 our next and last tut of the day starts. So, right now, I'm updating this blog during this 1hr+ break. Sweet isnt it? And today i found out that I'm actually a trendsetter.. well... ok, maybe nt so trendsetter, but I'm a pretty gd food eater. Haha. Cos i realised, watever fd I've chosen are different from the rest and they will really really like my fd.. Haha, it's a gd influence u noe? And today, i spent the most in tis week, cos of the break and today was exceptionally hungry. Lolz!

Anyway, during our make up lecture(the one that we were let out early), when we were letting our hands take a break, the teacher put our eyesight and brains to the test. We were given a pic, and r asked to spot 10 faces that appear in this picture. Honestly, I can only see 5 max! So until the teacher pointed out the answers, I couldn't see those at all! So, her resolution was that "We are often blinded by our own perceptions". So, this explains the 2nd part of the title of e blog! ;)

Overall today was great The more I hear abt the Childcare centres, the more i cant wait to enter there. Haha, and I still ahven't complete my theory!!! OMG!!! Go hm gonna chew on the whole exam trial paper, which woud take me abt 2 hrs... Aw man......Today, the dist btw my frenz in e whole class drew even closer. It's a thing which can't b seen or explained, but can b felt. Get my drift? Anyway, ending this blog... still hav abt 1/2 hr before gotta shut down the com. Now then i realise, having a pc during a LLLLLLOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGG Break really helps to occupy the time, though my back s abt to break and shoulds are abt to snap! :p

Y The Lady @
2:52 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006 Y

Diao, today siao already, bring the whole laptop to sch.. still think bag light... Anyway, at least got something to accompany during that 3 hrs break. Long.. feel like going hm, slp first then come back again.. but later lec sure late.

Srry for the title, honestly ran out of new and fresh titles... Lol, WenHui, thx for telling that HanJie's blog addy something wrong, din even realise. Lol.. 2 wks in NP and still hanging on. CCA haven't even decide yet.. feel like going into song composing but only know how to compose lyrics, dunno tunes.. sure die like crazy inside. Nth new in sch.. nth new at hm.. boring lifestyle.. First time ever I'm complaining my life to be boring. Nt sure if he received my letter.. suppose to be like 9-12 days across the world(halfway round anyway)... but it's like think they're abit overboard.. How isit possible that from SG to Cali takes likie 9-12 days? Sent Kate that time it was like only a wk or so... Hope he gets them sooner, even more anxious than he is. Hehe. ;D

Dam tired.. eyes cloing already, and I'm like yawning like mad, juz that no one knows. Speaking of which, I'm yawning as i type along.. =.= Today's Speech Traning Class dam shiok, dam nice. We had a gd time laughing and enjoying ourselves. Today's about vocal and all...I've got a really soft voice, and honestly speaking, Hainanese(my family dilect grp), r suppose to b rally loud speakers.. So, I'm like the odd one out. Everytime I speak to them, it's hard for them to hear me, but when they speak to me, I've got no trouble hearing them. :p

Gr8 time today in sch, really enjoyed myself, with the 3 hr break in btw... ^.^ And today's last lecture was amazing!!! ;)

Y The Lady @
3:38 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006 Y

Srry abt the title, dunno wad to put as.. :p Anyway, after 1 day of break(yesteryda-Monday-1st May), today back to sch and juz study for abt 2 hour +... Isnt it great or what??? Anyway, suppose to b a 3 hr lecture, but then they teacher gave us an early dismssal cos some still had lessons after that. But lucky for my class, we can go hm after that. By the time i reached home, it was 2pm plus... i think. Cos i din go hm straight away, headed to YCK for awhile then head back hm...

Anyway, today's lecture was pretty fun, we learn abt music. Maybe cos I hav a musical background so today's lesson was abit too elementary for me, so i was pretty bored having to learn the things i already knew. But I still listened to the lesson, cos it's impt. And the more i listen, and i flipped thru the notes, it was quite diff from what i already knew. First, the writing was diff... nt sure how to say it but it was pretty different. Anyway, the lesson was alright and we had fun. There were alot of moving around and alot of clapping and bottomline is IT WAS GREAT FUN! Haha... :D:D We really did learn alot of things, and turns out that the nursery rhymes aren't suppose to b handed in today.. it was during Tutorial then we hand in I think... Argh! Missed a gd movie.. The Sentinal.. My dad wanted to watch it but cos of this assignment i stayed at hm...

Lol, Can't miss any more movies... the next one I'm catching will be X-Men3: The Last Stand. It's my fav!!! Cos got my idol Hugh Jackman in it, and I'm a BIG Fan of X-Men for those who know me. :p So can't afford to miss this. Oh, another gr8 movie will be The Da Vinci Code, the bk was amazing, and I bet the movie will be too. And also Mission Impossible3... Gosh, alot of gd movies but all packed in May... Diao... -.-lll Haha, now suddenly I'm an official Movie Critic. ;P
Do catch all of them if u ahve the time, if nt, either 1 will fine as well. Seriously, so far the movies I've introdued to my family and relatives, none of it they ever complain that it isn't nice. Maybe I should go into the field of being a Movie Critic.. Haha, wishful thinking. ;)

Y The Lady @
5:56 PM