Monday, November 30, 2009 Y
I feel like fainting when I saw my timetable... That's work... And school's starting soon. No doubt studying is better than working, but the assignments are a drag. When life gives you lemon, make lemonade.Ingredients for my lemonade:Lemons (the work and stress and assignments)Water (the relax and calm times)Sugar (the sweetness in my life)Love (in mind, body and soul)Ice cubes (alone time away from everything stressful - game time)Should be enough to pull me through.I'd rather have you than the photos......
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11:17 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 Y
Couldnt find my mp3 the night before... Thought I left it at the workplace.Woke up this morning, suddenly thinking about my mp3 and saw my bag just next to me.Somehow or rather I knew i need to unzip it and try looking for it again.Tadah! I found my mp3. What a fright the night before.. but love the intuition kicking into place this morning. :p
Y The Lady @
11:23 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009 Y
The start of my long week... Gotta buy bread and eggs for workplace.. Can't believe I managed to haul 14 loaves of bread and a tray of 30 eggs by myself from Northpoint all the way to LOZ! :P Wahahahahahhaha.....
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8:05 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009 Y
2012... Simply a must watch! =D Like what my sis said, it's very geography :pThe movie was long, about 3hrs, but time really flew by because of the action and adventure, they simply capture your attention... You wanna know what's gonna happen next, what's their next move etc. At least that happened to me. It's abit like 'The day after tomorrow'... About world's end.Just like any other movie, there's always happy ending. The thrill about this is "How do they get there?" That's the main question throughout the movie. It was nail-biting and you're gonna have tunne vision watching the show, cos everything else around you just seem oblivious (unless you have a vibrating mobile in your pocket :p ). I'm so getting the DVD for this show.. it's worth watching again and again.Seriously, 2012... It's not the end of world. But it did made me ponder. If it's the end of world, I would want to live with no regrets, and be with the people I love when it really happened. Then came the thinking... Always thinking... IF it's really gonna happen, maybe we should stop thinking and just do it.Put up the X'Mas tree once we reached home.. Took us less than half hour to get the tree up and the lights around it. Then, we ran out of lights. 2 out f 3 were busted, and 1 wasn't enough for the whole 6 ft tree. Gonna get more lights.It does give off the Christmas feeling when the tree is in place, though it's still a month to Christmas as we know. But still, I would love to put up the tree on Christmas Eve someday... =)
Y The Lady @
10:36 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009 Y
Nothing to do thus blog writing.Still thinking... Always thinking... Never stops thinking...Putting up the X'Mas tree before Christmas Eve, like always. Hope there would be a year which it could be different.Closing tonight, gonna reach home late, geez.Wizards of Waverly Place The Movie next Sunday, hope I can make it to watch.My kids' year end concert, looking forward to it and seeing them once again... I miss them so much. Gonna be a busy week before the concert.Sleep tight hon, I miss you~
Y The Lady @
1:58 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009 Y
Needed a place to clear my thoughts and sort out my thinking. Frankly speaking I don't know what to think, how to think. In such situation, usually I wouldn't think too much. I should really heed my own advice this time.Past memories played in my mind like a silent movie, replaying the good times we share, the things we talked about, laughed about, discussed about, moments we enjoyed company of each other, moments when we shared in silence while we go on with our own things without a single word said. Time was short, time was difficult to synchronized thus we made the most of the moments we have together with each other. That kept us strong, kept us close, made us telepathic, made us treasure each and everything about the other.A beautiful picture was painted in our minds, our hearts, our souls - What we wanted so badly, what we needed so desperately. Maybe the distance could have played a part in contributing to such strong emotions and desires. Yet one thing is for sure - The presence of these emotions and desires. Distance merely amplified them, not create them from nowhere.Some say this cannot be real, it's fake, it's a scam, it's a lie.. It hurts like hell, but the thoughts of letting go hurts more than those.We don't know what the other is doing on the other side of the world, what you know could have been filtered. Some parts rang true, THIS MUCH i know, I'm not dumb. Yet there's this thing call "trust" which should be present in everyone, between each relationships (all kinds of relationships). Being together for so long, with the distance so great, yet doing so well (minus the variables), it was all because of trust and honesty. If we couldn't even trust this much in each other and be honest about it, there's no point in starting this whole "ride" in the first place.Some may argue that there's no deadline in lies, one can fabricate lies from the start and build on it to fool people. But someday it will still be exposed. Otherwise there wouldn't be this saying that "the cat is out of the bag".Complicated thoughts, still sorting them out. However after so much thoughts, one thing never changes, regardless of how tough the situation is, regardless of what variables may be in play, what obstacles are present during the "ride" --> I love this ride too much to just jump off and go on separate ways. The ride is tough, but the journey, the scenery and the company reigns over the bad.
Y The Lady @
6:52 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 Y
Yet anoher random post... Hm, let's give it a theme then. Let's talk about Christmas.I've always wanted to deco the X'mas tree on Christmas Eve, but it's always impossible because it takes hours to put the tree together and deco it, and it's better done as a family. With work and everything else, it's hard to get the entire family psyched up on Christmas Eve for that tree. I'm so in the wrong place~ =XIt's not even Dec yet but I'm already tuned into the Christmas mood, whereby some of my mp3 songs are being replaced by Christmas jingles, I'm browsing Christmas cards, Christmas deco, Christmas presents.I stumbled upon a card while browsing today, and it caught my attention. The design was simple yet the words conveyed the wish I have in every fibre in my body. Just a simple card with a simple design of 2 bears. The words on the cover are "For my sweetheart". And within are these words, "Right beside you, that's where I want to be for this Christmas."The thought hurts, yet because it hurts, it makes me realize and know that he means alot to me. Heartaches and warmth at the same time. Affairs of the heart has always been this complicated, and I don't even bother to make sense of it. It's not love if it can be explained with mere words.Then there are songs and questions about Christmas wish and it got me thinking.... In the past I would always wish for presents, but as I grow up, presents no longer matters and I don't wish for presents anymore.What I really wish for is presence.
Y The Lady @
10:36 PM
Sunday, November 08, 2009 Y
It was interesting... dedicated my Sunday to 2 kids' parties... It sure was busy. After hearing from the rest of how weekends can be like, I've finally experienced it for myself. Phew!Understudied 2 parties. 1st one was in the morning, 2nd on in the afternoon. I handled the 2nd one (except for the games segment where I had help). Prep work was alot, during the party, not so much, and after the party, just as much. HAHAHA! =DSlept really early the night before and I think it was worst. Felt even more tired the next morning. Should have stayed on abit longer to chat with Dear and watched CSI :PGuessed my biological clock was too used to sleeping late and waking up not-so-early BUT NOT sleeping early and waking up at around the same time. LOL! Interesting~~~There goes my Sunday... Tiring and exhausting, but not from the parties. Apparently, when things are so busy, one tend to forget about lunch. Almost forgot about dinner too until I stepped into the kitchen and the aroma of the food filled my nostrils. ;)
Y The Lady @
8:37 PM
Monday, November 02, 2009 Y
1st day at work.. It was alright. I've learnt quite a few things, and it was quite lax today... So far so good. My eyes are going gaga with Excel...Hahaha, all the numbers :p Now I can feel how Dear, how Mom feels. =)It was alright, looking forward to Wed. :)
Y The Lady @
9:07 PM
Sunday, November 01, 2009 Y
Celebrated Grams Birthday at a restarant. Been there before, it was alright... Once again I was bloated (last week was more bloated than today though).Old table and young table.. Hahaha! The usual - Parents + Grams a table, cousins another table ;) Food was okay, I wouldn't say the best... Compared to last week, last week's was better. But what matters was the company, and I can't complain... It was 90% perfect. The remaining 10% was because of the absence of a person. That was compensated when I reached home ^_^ Weird though.. when i finished the dinner my voice changed. That was really weird, I have no idea what happened. =( Sads man...... Wanted to chat with Dear but my voice changed.. he may have to tune up the volume :p It sounded as if I was gonna get flu or something or when I was gonna have sore throat =.=lllOverall it was a great celebration... had the cake cutting at the restaurant instead of at home. Previously there was a table ofpeople who did the toasting a few times extremely loudly while we were having conversation. So when it was our turn, we sang "Happy Birthday" really loudly, hahahahahha. ROFL! =D
Y The Lady @
12:53 AM
