Thursday, January 31, 2008 Y
I have tones of sections for my projects... cos ALL OF THEM ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!! As you have read from the previous ones... this is section 3 of my one-week torment.Section 3: SF......SF wasn't that much stressful cos we had a guideline to follow over a period of time. So it wasn't that stressful...compared to IT and FP.But as the time drew nearer and nearer, I was more frantic.. Will we be able to finish on time? So we just rushed like hell... and it sure as hell wasn't fun at all.... Especially when I was rushing SF and IT at the same time.... Spent so much time on IT, that I only had began my SP after I had finished my IT...Which was at 4+And it was the first time of my Year 2, that I looked forward to SF Lesson this much. Party because the teach was gg give tips and hints for the exams, and also the earlier the lesson, the faster we hand up that very "heavy" file in our hands that contained all our hard work over that long period of time since the start of ou 2-week vacation.So we had this stone on our back for abt a mth now. And now that its finally over, I can really really really heave a sigh of relief... A BIG Sigh of relief. ^_^Now....All I'm left with are the exam papers of DPIP, CD and SF. No matter what, I think that Year 2 has been a roller coaster, full of ups and downs, happy and sad, stressful and frustrated, cool and calm and also relief!
Y The Lady @
5:08 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 Y
Today's lesson was.......how should i put it... It was not that good, but it wasn't that bad either. I managed to handle the lesson, and even overshot the time...FOOD!!! Hahahas... everybody's favourite word, esp when you're hungry..And 'my kids' & me are very hungry... Gotta wait for the supervisor... we were complaining(very natural)..I PASSED!!!! WooHoo!!! The supervisor was doing evaluation with me, and I was listening to her talk... and talk... and talk....& I agree with the supervisor. What she say, what she suggest, what she comment... But the more she say, the more I was pining in my heart, "Please say I pass. Please let me pass. Let me just pass." The more she say, the more I felt uneasy. Then she made my heart soar, "You pass." Hahahahahahahaha..... I was so glad! ^_^
Y The Lady @
3:09 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008 Y
Heavy day today... let it out?? At who?? Sigh... Maybe lack of sleep turning me to a human-biting machine.. just lashing out for no goddamn reason... =.= Coffee Prince(the korean drama) was great, and it's the 1st drama in korean that I love so much to get addicted to it... Love this show and hate it too... make me so emotional, so not like the usual me...Dinner @ Grams was gd as usual... but still... no idea why these days feel like crying... & I DON'T CRY(not for no reasons anyway). The walk after dinner started with a heavy heart.. footsteps were slow and heavy and draggy. With my hands in my pocket, my hair unruly, mp3 earphones stuck in my ears, the stroll under the dim moonlight was no happy stroll... The heart aches and the eyes stung, feeling tears welling up and fighting the urge to cry(in public!!!) Said I will never let go... but these days been thinking whether I should let go of it... It's talking a toll out of me, and I wonder how many more nights I can fight back the tears in my eyes till I can't anymore... No expectations, no demands of any sort, out of the blue...You took my heart away. This heart of mine beat for you, and it still do.. Soaring like a kite to your side. & Now I'm wondering should I reel in the line to take my heart away from you... The urge to cry is back again, tears stung my eyes. & this time... I wonder if I have the strength to fight...............
Y The Lady @
10:35 PM
