The Lady ♥

Sunday, April 11, 2010 Y

A burden that burns my eyes and burns my heart. Not one that I want to bear, but was put on my shoulders. Do I have a choice? No. Was that my choice to make? No. Why did I do it? Cos' I know its my duty, my freaking duty...

WHAT IS RESPECT? Can you really pretend to respect somebody? My answer... Yes. Respect because you have to, not because you want to. On the surface. Nothing more than that. Respect because you can't disobey or disrespect because of how the frigging world turns. But deep down, that person is not worthy of your respect. This is = Pretending to respect. Not from the heart, but just the surface. How can it still be call respect?? I have no answer for it...

WHAT IS DISRESPECT? Can you disrespect somebody but pretend you still respect the person? My answer... Yes. Disrespect because that person has done every single wrong thing in the world, but you can't show that disrespect because of how the frigging world turns. So you pretend to respect when deep down inside the person is worse than a dog!

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I just want to escape to where you are, where you can hold me tight and tell me it's alright.
Tell me you'll be here and cuddle me close.
I just want to escape away from the pain and know that my scantuary is with you~

Y The Lady @
9:01 PM

Tuesday, April 06, 2010 Y

Exhale a sigh of relief~~~

Finally the work for IT lessons are all done and completed. Grrr, as much as we complained and whined, we still do it because it's part of our job as students. Gotta admit, the process was really tiring and frustrating, but in the end you really felt "Whew, I'm done".

Looking forward to Thurs... Last IT lesson, and last lesson of the week.

Once this is over, I can concentrate on packing for Boston. Still need to work out some kinks and persuasions... The same old, same old.

Y The Lady @
10:37 PM

Saturday, April 03, 2010 Y

Sleepy, lethargic, tired... almost 3 days and nothing turns for the better... This is really depressing my mood and everything else. Nothing and nobody can make me feel better.. Just feel everything is troublesome and tiresome... *sob*

I want to feel better.......!!!!!! Really feel like skipping the class tomorrow and just REST! I don't feel up to it to teach for 2hrs, or even make my way to grams house. I just want to nap with no alarm and nobody to wake me up until I wake up on my own. LOL.. Easier said than done.

Can't wait for Boston.. I'm so afraid I wouldnt get what I want.. But gonna enjoy myself more if I can't have what I want, enjoy for 2 people (Me and Hun) :p

Y The Lady @
12:46 AM