The Lady ♥

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 Y

Yet anoher random post... Hm, let's give it a theme then. Let's talk about Christmas.

I've always wanted to deco the X'mas tree on Christmas Eve, but it's always impossible because it takes hours to put the tree together and deco it, and it's better done as a family. With work and everything else, it's hard to get the entire family psyched up on Christmas Eve for that tree. I'm so in the wrong place~ =X

It's not even Dec yet but I'm already tuned into the Christmas mood, whereby some of my mp3 songs are being replaced by Christmas jingles, I'm browsing Christmas cards, Christmas deco, Christmas presents.

I stumbled upon a card while browsing today, and it caught my attention. The design was simple yet the words conveyed the wish I have in every fibre in my body. Just a simple card with a simple design of 2 bears. The words on the cover are "For my sweetheart". And within are these words, "Right beside you, that's where I want to be for this Christmas."

The thought hurts, yet because it hurts, it makes me realize and know that he means alot to me. Heartaches and warmth at the same time. Affairs of the heart has always been this complicated, and I don't even bother to make sense of it. It's not love if it can be explained with mere words.

Then there are songs and questions about Christmas wish and it got me thinking.... In the past I would always wish for presents, but as I grow up, presents no longer matters and I don't wish for presents anymore.

What I really wish for is presence.

Y The Lady @
10:36 PM