Monday, September 07, 2009 Y
Unproductive Sunday... Went to the Airport at 6am... Barely 5hrs of sleep before, after a LONG DAY before that (Tuition prep, tuition, Yvonne's b-day). And slept when I reached home... 10.30am until 3pm. Something happened in Airport and it became the worst day of my life. Period.=( Literally cried myself to sleep... hugging Wyatt close, trying to forget what happened. Only Mac could make me feel better and smile and laugh (after bringing the tears back to my eyes again when I once again remembered what happened when he asked what's wrong)...Unproductive.. Couldnt concentrate on my work at all... until I talked to Mac. At least I finished Heidi's Blog assignment, finally. The procrastination ended, kinda...Still felt so guilty and bad and sad and angry~But I'm glad I didn't lose the one that means to me more.
Not letting go, not losing him.
Don't ever want to.
Y The Lady @
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