Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Y
After lesson 2, should be able to take a breather... but heard from Wendy about the mentor's meticulous ways of assessing, butterflies returned to my stomach, bring friends this time: ladybug, ants, caterpillars and many more. And 1st assessment is tml(thurs).I know how to comfort people in times like this, but when I became the person-in-the-scene, all my comforting words doesn't feel very comforting to me. I know I can do it, but still there's one part of me that is really scared. Articulation of English... English I have no problem with it comes to writing (most of the time), but speaking? Gosh! That's like my worse! I try hard to speak as perfect as possible, but sometimes even without knowing it myself, "Singlish" came into the picture and my so-call perfect slang and intonation became 2nd degree.Especially after one whole day of "vomit feeling". Sheesh! Better not be now to be ill! I know this symptom too well... stomach flu. Already had another 2 symptoms: tired eyes and dry throat. If the nose and the fever enter the picture to complete the 5-symptoms, I know it's about time to step back and rest. But for now, giving it my all as far as i can go without falling down.Thinking about LSH's NDP concert.. This is what that keeps me moving on, after Rach welcomed me back with a wide smile and a 'of course! Would love to have you!' when I asked if I could help after my attachment! ^_^Funny how emotions are. Soon, it'll be the end of my attachment.. But right now I'm already missing the children and the teachers when the time isn't even near.
Mom asked if I had forgotten about "my kids" from my previous 2 attachment centres, and my reply is "HELL NO!" They all had a special place in my heart, my soul, my memories and my life.
Just that this current centre holds a stronger and higher bond with me(considering the time I spent there and the amt of work and effort I have to put in)
Y The Lady @
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