Thursday, June 12, 2008 Y
Just when I've let go and moved on, you charged into my life once again like a tidal wave. Why? When I decided to move on, you decided to come back. Why?I don't want you to leave, but I can't bear having you stay near me.Whether you stay or leave, it's a turmoil for me.When you leave, my heart aches like never before.When you stay my heart longs for a happy ending which will never happen.I never knew I would be so fickle, till you came along: No idea to move forward or to move backwards; not knowing to hold on or let go; not knowing to say yes or say no. With my life, these are no problem, with you, now this is a problem...Saturday... Should be a great day, in the afternoon i'm finally gonna put both hands and play "Over the rainbow", and dinner with dad. But early afternoon(for me at 12.30pm) we're gonna meet and you just decided to do a crazy thing.. wake up at 6.30am(for you) just so we can meet for barely an hour =(You shouldn't have insisted and said "no, I want to wake up. I want to do this".You should have just said "ok then, let it be" when I said "don't strain yourself to wake up so early".But Why didn't you?? People do crazy things when they're in love... this is crazy enough, but is it love?
It's driving me nuts and I don't need this extra nut to add onto my overflowing nuts.
Labels: Dancing a forever tango with Zeppoz
Y The Lady @
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