The Lady ♥

Tuesday, May 06, 2008 Y

I dunno what the heck I'm doing here, writing this...I guess I needed a medium to further let go.

I've let go, I know that it's true. But every single time when I needed someone by my side, when I feel like crying(or really crying), whenever I feel the stress building up on me and there's nobody I can talk to......

I thought of you, thinking that everything is going to be alright if I were lying in your arms with you holding me tight as if you're not going to let go. With your lips buried in my hair assuring me that things are going to change for the better, and your deep and accented voice telling me you'll always be near.

But it's impossible. I know it, you know it too. That was why I decided to let you go, and you decided to leave.

Like right now, when I thought of the lovers in the world, I start to wonder if there is going to be that someone special that belongs to me. Just belongs to me alone. And me belonging to him forever.

And i start to wonder if in the past had I let go of a chance to be in love without knowing it myself? And sometimes I wonder, if we weren't born in different continents, or if I was born slightly earlier, or if you were born slightly later, maybe we would have a chance to make it work.

Labels: Will I ever find my one true love?

Y The Lady @
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