The Lady ♥

Saturday, January 12, 2008 Y

Heavy day today... let it out?? At who?? Sigh... Maybe lack of sleep turning me to a human-biting machine.. just lashing out for no goddamn reason... =.=

Coffee Prince(the korean drama) was great, and it's the 1st drama in korean that I love so much to get addicted to it... Love this show and hate it too... make me so emotional, so not like the usual me...

Dinner @ Grams was gd as usual... but still... no idea why these days feel like crying... & I DON'T CRY(not for no reasons anyway).

The walk after dinner started with a heavy heart.. footsteps were slow and heavy and draggy. With my hands in my pocket, my hair unruly, mp3 earphones stuck in my ears, the stroll under the dim moonlight was no happy stroll... The heart aches and the eyes stung, feeling tears welling up and fighting the urge to cry(in public!!!)

Said I will never let go... but these days been thinking whether I should let go of it... It's talking a toll out of me, and I wonder how many more nights I can fight back the tears in my eyes till I can't anymore...

No expectations, no demands of any sort, out of the blue...You took my heart away. This heart of mine beat for you, and it still do.. Soaring like a kite to your side. & Now I'm wondering should I reel in the line to take my heart away from you...

The urge to cry is back again, tears stung my eyes. & this time... I wonder if I have the strength to fight...............

Y The Lady @
10:35 PM