Sunday, December 09, 2007 Y
It's really stupid and very silly to think this way: "My heart will always belong to you even when we're impossible"... Yet, this thought is in my heart the whole time. Can't imagine it's harder to let go a 7mth r/s than a 1yr r/s... We never really started, it was all guess work, and alot of mixed signals of both kinds, though we shared our ups and downs, shared things I won't and don't share with others, talked and laughed together... Esp when we're bth trying to be on at the same time, u acomodating to my timing and me doing the same to u...trying to maintain contact when we're so far apart and living 6hrs apart.My thoughts will always be with you..so will my heart be.. Even when we're nt gonna be together for real, even when we're so far apart, even when you don't feel as strongly as I feel for you, even when our age are quite far apart, even when i'm busy or just daydreaming... I guess this is what people say: Love has no boundaries...Love is not about age...Love is not about distance...and Love definately doesnt stop when a r/s ends... A show once said, "It's impossible to remain friends even after a break-up. If u ever do that, that could only mean 2 things... 1. You never really loved that person. 2. You still love that person."
But I would rather continue to love you, as a friend, more than a friend... Because I know i'm not a sub to you, and you often think of me, just as much as I think of you....
You made me say and do things which I don't do,during the times when I feel like crying or breaking down, just the thought of you will bring strength to my life, the thought of you could bring smiles to my face and bitterness in my heart... These are the wonders you did to me..Just so you know...I'll never let go... I'll always keep a part of you everywhere I go.
Y The Lady @
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