Monday, February 20, 2006 Y
Again, went to esplanade to visit Shao Ling Jie, nt much time left... the next time I'm seeing her will b on Sunday(26th Feb), we going Maxwell Market for dinner then go to her ex-co, one place call Cha Yuan for tea. :p Looking forward to drink the tea brewed with Shao Ling Jie's skills. Then we talked and talked and then we came to the topic of where to meet... She mentioned that maybe we can meet at Outram NEL MRT Control Station... Gd idea u noe, cos whatever places she mentioned, I seemed blur abt them, and in fact, I AM BLUR!And then we kept on talking and talking then we came to the topic of places I've been to.With Shao Ling Jie and Jing Chun Jie, I can talk endlessly with them. Seems to have alot in common. Hehe, i like that feeling. And I feel more confortable talking with ppl older than me, dunno y, dun care. Then I told her abt the March Chalet I'll be attending in Mid-March(duh -.-), and then i talked abt my frenz online... saying that staying at hm also no use, cos frenz nt online. Cos she asked y i always drop by either Taka or Esplanade during my off days? What can i say? Ever since i worked, everything in my life changed. I dun usually go out, i like to stay at hm. But after I work, I can't stand being at hm all alone, it really Sux. I nid to walk around or else I'm going B.O.N.K.E.R.S!?!?Then we kept on talking and talking, then she asked abt my frenz online. I told her they're of all ages, ranging from Secondary to University... Then she mentioned him... I've been trying to get him outta my head but once SL Jie mentioned him, it all came back, the memories, the thoughts, how much I miss him. He's always busy at work, dun wanna disturb him, and I'm nt someone who would take the 1st step... Anyway, he came flooding back into my mind, my life, my heart... :( Sigh... Sometimes I felt as if it's all juz a one-sided feeling, yet sometimes i felt as if he's really engross into it...
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