Wednesday, February 15, 2006 Y
Yesterday was one lonely Valentine's Day. It's weird, cos I've been having lonely Valentine's day for like 17 yrs... But yesterday was the most significant one. I dun mind Val Day, but yesterday I do. Whenever I see couples walk passed, I think of him... Whenever I heard the love songs being played, I think of him... Whenever Someone wishes me Happy Valentine's Day, I think of him... No one else, but him... Wonder if he think of me as often as I think of him...It's heartbreaking when u have someone special in ur mind, he asked u out... yet u cant spend a day with him, and esp when that day is Valentine's Day... Internal struggle... cos i was the one that rejected his date, cos nid to wrk[wad to do? :'( ...Sigh...] 1 Lonely Valentine's Day... Still thinking of him though I know cos of our diff in thinkings will create loads of probs in e future... Sigh...
Y The Lady @
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