Friday, February 10, 2006 Y
Alright... today's the day... I'm feeling nervous. Yesterday night din sleep till it was abt twelve plus. Was tossing and turning in bed since elevel pm or so. Nv felt like tis before... stress? Maybe. Dunno. All i know is that watever happens today will affect what's gonna hapen in March. That's the Chalet. If I get good grades, I can do loads of stuffs in March w/o worrying, of cos, going to work will mean that I'm much more relaxed and can push up the sales figure.I was brainwashing myself since yesterday night abt 10 plus... kept on chanting 'I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.' And I started off chanting today morning when I wake up, still chanting the same 4 words... *cross fingers* *pray* C'mon, juz this once let me get everything right to prove to my folks and other relatives that I can be juz as wat they had expected me to be.
Y The Lady @
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